| Last Post from Tokyo! |
[Aug. 8th, 2007|06:13 pm] |
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Crazy day! Bye bye Japan. The last 3 years were interesting... |
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| I was molested tonight. |
[Jul. 31st, 2007|12:43 am] |
I was molested tonight on the way home from my friend Melissa's house (3 minutes walk from mine). It's raining cats and dogs and I was carrying a huge golf umbrella and didn't hear the fucking cowardly asshole ride up on his bicycle behind me. He slapped my butt as he rode away. The fucker then had the balls to ride back towards me again but I shouted at him and he rode off.
The cops were called and in true Japanese fashion, a total of seven, 4 uniformed, 1 crime scene photographer, 2 plainclothes dectectives, showed up. According to them, the guy is targeting me and wants more because he rode back after molesting me, and because I shouted at him when he did. WHAT THE FUCK.
Well. I'm not scared, maybe a little shaken. I wish I could have had the chance to fight back. FUCKER. 3 years in the land of molesters and in my last week here I have to suffer molestation. SHITTTTTTTTTTTY!
The police are stepping up patrols in the neighbourhood and I'm going to keep my wits about me.
I'm so glad I'm leaving soon. |
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| News |
[Jul. 28th, 2007|11:16 pm] |
1. Moving delays make me sick
2. I'm so over packing
3. I vow to not buy things in multiples anymore
4. I have many many many things
5. Tokyo is as hot as hades
6. I absolutely love Top Gear |
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| Here it goes again... |
[Jul. 24th, 2007|05:03 pm] |
BAD:
1. 200,000yen for inhabitants tax and health insurance
2. 3 years of stuff to pack up
3. 3 years of stuff to pack up
4. Holiday plans cannot be confirmed because job plans not yet confirmed.
GOOD:
1. I'm finally leaving this godforsaken piece of shit excuse they call a developed country.
2. Closing this journal down on 8/8. Onward ho! (no pun intended).
3. Saying goodbye to all the extremely toxic relationships I've forged over the 3 years here.
on 8/8....stay tuned my friendlies! |
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| Both of you... |
[Jul. 21st, 2007|11:23 am] |
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Both of you...have destroyed whatever little faith I have in men. |
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| What?!? |
[Jul. 21st, 2007|12:35 am] |
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Why?!? Why do I always have to end up with the boys who like other girls better than me? Like seriously. Yeah, you are coming home with me. But in the meantime, is it really neccessary to be so touchy feely with other girls IN FRONT OF ME? Fuck that. I'm so disillusioned. No more no more. It makes me sad. So sad. |
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| Eeeeeeeeeyooooooouch! |
[Jul. 9th, 2007|08:44 pm] |
Joined the gym and had a session with a personal trainer! She pushed me really hard on the weights machines and the fitness ball and even though 2 days have passed...all I feel is PAIN! I guess it'll be good for me in the long run so I'm going to schedule another sesh with her! She's kind but firm so I like her! But... Boohoo! It hurts to laugh (my abs or rather non existent abs), hurts to wash my hair and brush my teeth too (arms). At least it doesn't really hurt to walk or type! Hahahaha.
And I have a new surrogate boyfriend. His name KINCHAN! He's a gold PSP! He's the first thing I want to see when I wake up and the last thing that I see before I go to bed. Muaks to kinchan. I lurrrrrve you! |
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| Oh Japan, I don't know how to quit you... |
[Jul. 1st, 2007|08:22 pm] |
Yes yes. I have been flirting with the idea of staying. Do I really want to? Nah! But it's only because I have to pack all my stuff, move countries and start working. Nooooooooo! In all seriousness, Japan, with all the sushi, green tea, and onsens, was hella fun. But I've had better. Well, I'm moving on. To Bali then China? Maybe 2007/08 will be the years of "Let's enjoying developing countries" years.
Am starting to ache from my run at the gym. Hope yoga sorts it out tomorrow! Yup. I joined a gym! Just for this last month because it's just way too hot to be at home. |
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| woohoooo! |
[Jun. 26th, 2007|10:03 pm] |
1. Got a flight out on 8th August! Weee!
2. Have to be in Germany before 17th August! Doh!
3. Have to arrange job in Bali. Gyaah. (Truth be told, I only wanted to work in a hotel because I was watching a lot of Las Vegas at the time...hmmm)
4. Have to send things home at a ridiculous price. Harrumph!
5. Joining a gym for a month starting July because I wanna get fit! Huzzah!
6. Have quit whatshisbutt and Germanoid, TOTALLY! Hurrah!
7. Have made a great connection with someone! Class is now fun! Yay!
8. My new Nike Free running shoes feel great on my feet! Swooosh! |
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| increasingly unhappy |
[Jun. 23rd, 2007|07:20 pm] |
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about everything. I'm leaving in a month and a bit. I can't wait. 3 years is a long time to spend in a place that doesn't appeal to my sensibilities. I can't wait to get on the plane and leave this place. I know I'll be back here someday. But I have to leave before I can come back. |
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| Busy be me |
[Jun. 12th, 2007|09:53 pm] |
1. The Parents are in town!
2. Hakone was fun!
3. School is boring but a great respite from The Parents!
4. Non-involvement with whatshisface is still in full swing! Go me!
5. Heartened by successful non-involvement so will try to cut off other toxic relationships.
6. Really really like shiny things! |
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| Sydney 2002 |
[Jun. 6th, 2007|11:30 pm] |
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Burping his lunch, he is poised to insert one of the 7 for 7 dollar American Ninja videotapes he procured at VideoEzy. But he freezes as he hears the kitchen tap running. He drops the tape onto the dark blue beanbag couch and bounds towards the sound. There she stands in her short shorts (it was summertime) and camisole, doing the dishes. She is engrossed in her task and doesn't realize that he is standing at the corner, gazing at her lovingly. He looks on for a few more minutes and he can hardly contain himself. She is actually doing the dishes! He shouts, "Baby, I love you", she looks up and smiles. He trundles over and tries to hump her leg to show his affection and is brushed away with a soapy hand. He retires into the corner again with a smile on his face observing her for another few minutes before he races back to couch, inserts the video, fast forwarding to the "good bits", the "awesome fight scenes" only the American Ninja films can offer. |
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| Stop telling me what to do |
[Jun. 3rd, 2007|08:40 pm] |
Yes. I've got lots of free time on my hands. It doesn't mean that I have to see you. I'd rather stare into space. I'd rather watch my nails grow.
So don't tell me that I'm free and I HAVE to or I SHOULD see you. It doesn't work that way. What I do with my time is none of your business. So screw you. So fuck off, the both of you. |
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| Measles epidemic holiday and cold shower brings on mid year resolutions |
[May. 26th, 2007|11:30 pm] |
I shall...
1. take myself seriously. If I don't, who will?
2. not be nice to people who don't deserve it.
3. care about and listen to my peeps. The world doesn't revolve around me.
4. not constantly reassess relationships on an hourly basis. people have off days.
5. lose a lot weight and get fit. So I'll be a hottie in Bali. Hehe!
6. keep The Den neat and tidy.
7. eat healthily. Sayonara red meat?!?....ok..just for a bit.
8. completely quit smoking. Have already cut down to one to three a day only!
9. listen to more music. All kinds!
10. read more. All kinds of books!
11. explore more of Tokyo. Only 3 more months in this metropolis!
12. ace classes. It's not rocket science!
13. love someone for who he is. Am I capable of such love? |
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| Life's challenges... |
[May. 22nd, 2007|09:20 pm] |
*Today's numbers are brought to you by the Indonesian language
Challenge Satu(1): Linguistic gymnastics
Right. I'm currently learning Bahasa Indonesia, from a Japanese book. Yeah. I like to feel pain. Feels so good too because I get to practice nihongo at the same time. Sometimes I feel that the year at Waseda is a colossal waste of time but other times, like now, I'm glad that I am doing it. It's pretty cool that I can learn another language via Japanese. Still a long way to go until I'm proficient in Japanese though! Will keep on keeping!
Challenge Dua(2): No limits?!?
Umm...Ze german still wants to invade this little bit of South East Asia and is not taking "no","no thanks", "never", "never ever", "not in this lifetime", "let's just be friends", "you are just bored and don't really like me", for answers. While we(me, myself and I) give him points for his tenacity, his act is getting on our nerves. How in the world do I get him to stop? It's so annoying because I totally know he's lying about liking me. He just wants one thing. And how do I know this? My little 1.9 metre tall spy told me! I'm no innocent, but I would never deign to sleep with a liar and a serial flirt. NEVER! Now, I'm sure all of you who read this journal(I wonder who still does), know that I'll never do it, but I really need ideas on how to convince him that it's not going to happen and to stop bugging me about it.
Challenge Tiga(3): Time after time
Did nothing today and it was glorious! But from tomorrow...I'll fill my days with activity! No point wasting the measles epidemic!
*This journal entry was powered by a healthy dinner of caesar salad and a glass of not so good Australian Riesling. |
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| Holiiiidaaay...thanks to the measles epidemic... |
[May. 21st, 2007|11:49 pm] |
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Yup. You heard it right! A glorious one and a half week off school because of the measles epidemic. Should I go somewhere? Where could I go? Ideas? Anybody wanna take me in for the week? Hehe. But now...episodes of Las Vegas and some really good vino rosso...Sweeeeeeeet! |
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| A slight change in plans... |
[May. 20th, 2007|11:07 pm] |
So it's probably gonna be Bali to work in a hotel before moving to Beijing. Sweeeeet. I hope everything works out. If it does and hotel work fits, it looks like I'll be doing it for a few years. A bit of Bali, Beijing for a year or two, then maybe Europe. Going back to Sydney would be awesome though.
But I digress. Back to the Bali plan! Fingers crossed then. Let's hope the family friend says ok and lets me work in the hotel for an acceptable wage with lodging. I just want to learn the ropes of hotel management and get a reference on my resume. Just two months will suffice. Then I move my ass to Beijing in the midst of frigid winter. Not very wise but 2007 is the year of change. Small changes, not big gestures. Little changes everywhere. Look out for more updates!
I am finally well and with newly coloured hair, I intend to conquer the world! Weeeeeeeeee! I'm ready to stop obsessing about things that should be and just focus on the things that are.
2.5 weeks till The Parents arrive in Tokyo! Excited! |
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| "Oh Satsuki...you make me" and random other things |
[May. 16th, 2007|09:35 pm] |
The most random and ridiculous fever dream EVER...
In this dream, I'm watching a music video by a boy band. They are singing the song.."Oh Satsuki...you make me". It was not unlike the Color Me Badd, "I adore mi amour" music video. EXCEPT. The lead singer looked very much like Kenny G and wore a crepey black and white striped shirt with silk pants. Brrr.
I have a huuuuge crush on someone who seems like the sweetest boy on earth. I was thinking of getting to know him better but he'll probably turn out to be an asshole. Appearances are deceiving so I'm not even going to try. Yes. That's the way the cookie crumbles these days. I'm patiently awaiting the day when I can update my journal waxing lyrical about meeting someone awesome who doesn't turn out to a mega gigantor disappointment.
BTW. Being done jackhammer style does nothing for me. Eww. Maybe someone should watch some instructional videos. Seriously. That funny face I make is me trying to stifle laughter. But how do you tell someone that they are terrible in bed without hurting their feelings? Intepretive dance would take too much effort on my part. Hmmm...Maybe I should have said something months ago. Maybe I should stop. But besides the occasional bout of worthlessness that plunges me into a deep abyss of despair and utter desolation, I do have fun. Maybe someone needs to take me aside and give me a good talking to. ASAP. Someone who knows what to say to me. Yeah. I'm that weak. |
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